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What hurts the most about your silence, about your coldness, is that I know how chatty and warm you can be.
You could give me so much more than just the occasional crumb of attention, if you wanted to. What's going on isn't an accident, it's not pure chance. You've chosen to act this way.
Are you hoping to starve me until I go away so that you don't have to leave? Is this you being too scared to say the words out loud?
I don't know if you somehow think that going cold, ghosting, would be kinder than just telling me up front that you don't want me in your life. I would much rather have you tell it to my face than keep up whatever this is.
Or maybe you simply don't care.
Maybe I'm the fool for clinging on to someone like you. For trying to talk to you, breathe life into us again. Maybe I'm the fool for giving you my all, despite getting nothing back. For having hope. For still caring about you.
Please, if we are are not friends, set me free.
CTTO
You could give me so much more than just the occasional crumb of attention, if you wanted to. What's going on isn't an accident, it's not pure chance. You've chosen to act this way.
Are you hoping to starve me until I go away so that you don't have to leave? Is this you being too scared to say the words out loud?
I don't know if you somehow think that going cold, ghosting, would be kinder than just telling me up front that you don't want me in your life. I would much rather have you tell it to my face than keep up whatever this is.
Or maybe you simply don't care.
Maybe I'm the fool for clinging on to someone like you. For trying to talk to you, breathe life into us again. Maybe I'm the fool for giving you my all, despite getting nothing back. For having hope. For still caring about you.
Please, if we are are not friends, set me free.
CTTO